Lesson 2

What did I love doing as a child?

My favorite things by myself were creative - painting, drawing, writing poetry, reading, philosophizing, journaling, rearranging my room.

My favorite things with other people are different depending on my age. As a younger child I remember loving to just play. I remember recreating the dance from Dirty Dancing with my neighbor because we both loved the movie. Tag, hide-and-seek, anything where we felt free and open and even with each other. Non-judged.

As an older child, I loved (and still love) conversation. Sitting for hours and hours talking and drinking coffee. Also, playing board and card games.

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